It happened that my grandmother suffered hardly with Cancer and left us lost behind ..
Cancer took her away while I was 10 years old..
I was so young that I couldn't understand what is death..
" What is death ? "
I kept asking my imaginary friends in my head and they answered :
Sweat heart , Death is when your mission on this earth is done and it's time to leave ..
I asked : Does it hurt ? to be dead ?
they answered ..
No darling you just leave this world in peace and you be in a better place that smells so good and full of roses just like you..
Death is when you wear a silk white long dress that make your face shine like a beautiful angel.
death is when all your problems are gone and you be fearless 'cause there's nothing to be afraid of anymore
..
Then I wanna go to death with my grandma and mom .. they seem to be happy there and I'm here feeling so alone without them .. Could you lead me ? to their place ? please ..
Yes shahad we could take you but only when your time comes ..
and when is that ? would it take long ?
Well, we don't know exactly but until then you have to be strong. you have to face this life first.
If you want your death to be a relief you have to work for it to get it.
Shahad! don't you ever fall for the devil and always be kind to people.
never harm people and forgive who ever harmed you.
help who needs you and pray for them.
respect the Elder and take care of the youngest.
And pray for Allah everyday like it's your last.
....
Lately I miss talking to my imaginary friends and I tried to re-connect them in my head but unfortunately I didn't have any answer .. they're gone forever I guess
Thank you for being there.
Shahad almulify
Cancer took her away while I was 10 years old..
I was so young that I couldn't understand what is death..
" What is death ? "
I kept asking my imaginary friends in my head and they answered :
Sweat heart , Death is when your mission on this earth is done and it's time to leave ..
I asked : Does it hurt ? to be dead ?
they answered ..
No darling you just leave this world in peace and you be in a better place that smells so good and full of roses just like you..
Death is when you wear a silk white long dress that make your face shine like a beautiful angel.
death is when all your problems are gone and you be fearless 'cause there's nothing to be afraid of anymore
..
Then I wanna go to death with my grandma and mom .. they seem to be happy there and I'm here feeling so alone without them .. Could you lead me ? to their place ? please ..
Yes shahad we could take you but only when your time comes ..
and when is that ? would it take long ?
Well, we don't know exactly but until then you have to be strong. you have to face this life first.
If you want your death to be a relief you have to work for it to get it.
Shahad! don't you ever fall for the devil and always be kind to people.
never harm people and forgive who ever harmed you.
help who needs you and pray for them.
respect the Elder and take care of the youngest.
And pray for Allah everyday like it's your last.
....
Lately I miss talking to my imaginary friends and I tried to re-connect them in my head but unfortunately I didn't have any answer .. they're gone forever I guess
Thank you for being there.
Shahad almulify
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